Thursday, October 30, 2014

Lexi loves


She will even ask siblings to do her "readin' lesson" with her if I'm not available at precisely the moment she wants to do it.

This is good, 
because once upon a time,

(I love that beautiful face!)

what's up

I made make-up a couple of weeks ago.
It's crazy inexpensive compared to $20 for 1/4 of an ounce of Bare Minerals foundation, which is what I usually used to buy.
I still need to work on my formula a bit,
my color isn't quite right (although I'm rapidly losing my tan, so maybe I ought to just leave the color alone) 
and I'd prefer a little more coverage.
Necessary tweaks aside, I'm thrilled with it.


I'm nearly positive there's something wrong with my camera.
I haven't been happy with my pictures for quite some time, and I've just assumed it's my lack of skill,
but I think there is something wrong with the focusing.
When Melissa took pictures of the girls' baptisms Sunday (Thank-you!!! :-) she agreed that it seemed off.


I finally started letting my chickens out again.
I hate keeping them locked in the coop.
What's the point??

We've lost 2 already.
Of course, I cried,
and told Tyler I'm done.

But of course, I'm not really done. 


I leave for California the day after tomorrow.
I can hardly wait!!!!
I'm mostly packed already.
I still haven't figured out what to take as my 'personal bag'
and I also haven't settled on my sewing project.
My EPP would be a logical choice, since it's so small, 
but my fingers/hands can handle more quilting than EPP sewing.
I had decided I would take Any Which Way
(Oh goodness, I have a confession to make on that one - but it'll have to wait)
but it's awfully big for an airplane.
So - I don't know...

I've been ordering birthday presents. 
(Ton's birthday was in September, but he was in the field and couldn't get mail,
so we were going to send gifts when he got home, so Kacy wouldn't have to trip over them for a month. 
Then we decided I'd just bring a party when I went :-)
I've also been ordering 'Momma's coming to visit for the first time' presents :-)
I've had everything shipped there
and have given (repeated ;-) strict instructions for No Peeking!

It's all very exciting.


The kids have TKD testing Saturday.
Fortunately, my flight isn't until 2:30
so I'll get to watch them before I go.
Josiah will be testing (again) for his black belt,
so there's some anxiousness surrounding testing, to be sure!
TJ is going to come down to watch,
and Josiah has already requested that he be a board-holder.
Maybe having two of his big bubs right there with him will help?
The boy has skill, I can tell you that.


I found this when I was just finishing up paying the bills:

Thanks, Jeremiah ~ You make Momma smile!

Sunday, October 26, 2014

Thursday, October 23, 2014

creamy bacon and mushroom chicken

A few weeks ago,
I made Man Pleasing Chicken for dinner.
(I'd link to it, but I don't actually make it like the recipe. Shocking, I know.)
The kids wondered why it was called that and were suggesting alternative names.
One of them asked me if I'd made up the recipe
and Brandon said, "If Mom made it up, it wouldn't have a name."
I was feeling particularly uninspired when it was time to cook this evening,
but I put on my big girl panties,
 turned on some music,
and dug around in the fridge.
(Tyler went to Aldi's for me yesterday, so we have veggies again :-)
When I spotted the mushrooms, inspiration struck
and I knew it was going to be a good dinner after all.

I set my medium-sized frying pan over med-high heat
and dropped a stick of butter in it.
While it melted,
I cut up the 1/2 lb of mushrooms and tossed them in the pan
with a generous amount of garlic powder
and a more reasonable amount of onion powder, season-all,  black pepper,
and a little bit of salt.

When the mushrooms were cooked and the butter was bubbling,
I turned the heat down a bit and
added 8 oz of cream cheese,
and about a half a cup each of cream and parmesan cheese.

While the cheeses were melting,
I cut 4 large (raw) chicken breasts in half (in retrospect, it could really have been cut into bite size pieces, since we served it on rice)
and placed them in a casserole dish that I dug out of the recesses of the cabinet.
(I went from uninspired to downright fancy!)
Then I sprinkled a few TBS of bacon bits on the chicken,
then poured the (now melty and fully mixed up) sauce over the chicken & bits.

Cooked it, uncovered in a 350 degree oven for 1 1/2 - 2 hours,
then let it sit out just a bit before serving.

When Tyler picked at it tasted it he said, "What is this?!"
I gave my usual reply,
"You have to give it a name," he demanded, 
"so I'll know what to ask for when I want you to make it again."

So I did.
'Creamy Bacon and Mushroom Chicken'.
Tyler thinks there should be more sauce, though
and that it should be called Crack Chicken - do with that what you will....)

Tuesday, October 14, 2014

in which I run (a little) again

Once upon a time,
for a short season,
Tyler and I used to walk in the evening.
(He actually wrote about it way back when he kept a blog. I'm fairly certain I've mentioned it as well.)
Highlight of my days, those walks were.

We haven't taken a walk in years
(can you believe its been 3 years since I hurt my heel/achilles trying to 'run for God'?!)
and even though I exercise regularly now,
up until the hike last weekend, I haven't done any walking or running 
beyond what is necessary for regular household/kid management.
(oh - that's not entirely true - I sometimes run out to the chicken coop, just to prove I can)
I even try to spread out my grocery procurement enough that I don't have to do marathon shopping.

I've been thinking lately though,
about moving my exercise outside for a bit.
And so, today, I did.

I turned on my interval timer app (I actually have a couple)
to the 35 second high intensity, 
1 minute 20 second low intensity
did a pull-up in the hallway,
and set off down the drive.

yes. I pretty much always have fabric fuzz and/or threads stuck to me. Fortunately, Tyler thinks its cute :-)

I walked briskly through the warm-up,
and when it buzzed for my first HI interval, I ran full speed ahead.
I ran until the timer beeped,
then fast-walked 'til it was time to run again.

At round 4, I thought,
Man! I'm doing super!

Round 6 - I am awesome!!

Round 8
I thought,
I am killing this!
So when it was time to cool down,
I jogged.

I had 4 seconds left on my cool down timer when the pain started.
But it wasn't pain in my heel, or my knee :-)
just a bit of discomfort in my hip flexors.

Maybe I overdid it a wee smidge...

I felt a little sheepish (as I walked) the rest of the way home,
and I may end up having a little epsom salt bath this evening,
but it did feel good to be out there,
and I hope Tyler and I can squeeze in some walks before the weather turns too cold

Monday, October 13, 2014


It's my fault;
I did complain about lame weekends, after all,
but my goodness, this weekend was full!
Maybe a happy medium next weekend??

The game.
It wasn't quite as bad as I anticipated.
(which is often the case - so my method of totally dreading things really works in my favor 
and shouldn't be called 'pessimistic' ;-)

It did rain,
but it wasn't freezing, and with my plastic bag with a hood, I stayed somewhat dry.
Plus, I got a sweet white jacket out of the deal.
(Apparently, they sometimes tell you what color to wear based on where you are sitting.)
Now, I don't ordinarily wear white,
and told Tyler I'd never wear the jacket again,
but he seems to think it looks pretty great on me :-)
so I may have to change my mind about that.

I was pretty worn out from being gone from home over 10 hours
and hanging around 70,000 screaming people for several hours,
(half of them drunk...)
watching a game that I can not for the life of me understand
(yet another reason basketball is a better sport)
and seriously considered staying home from church
when my hair was still wet
at the time I normally would already have it completely fixed.
I sent Tyler a text that it wasn't looking too good...
But I remembered that I thought maybe Braxton was preaching,
and I really wanted to hear him, since I somehow have missed half of his sermons,
so I rallied,
and settled on smoothing my hair into a high ponytail after mostly blowing it dry,
and made it out the door *just* in time.

Right before walking out the door, I remembered that it was the final day of the Parade of Homes,
which we really needed to go to this year
to help with some window decisions,
so grabbed a pair of boots that were more comfortable for walking hours in than the ones I was wearing.

Before we could go anywhere, we had to stop at the mall and buy Lexi a pair of shoes
because the pair she was wearing had worn to church but could no longer wear was hurting her toes.
We also bought Lily a few pairs 
as most of her shoes are to small,
and looked for jeans for the boys.

Since we used our eating lunch time
we just stopped in at the Neighborhood Market
and grabbed a few things to make a picnic lunch
and ate in the van by the waterfall behind the shopping center.

Then we spent a few hours touring houses.
Apparently the big thing this year is using as many materials in your kitchen as possible.
and tiny brightly colored glass tiles.
We suspect that those houses are going to look dated soon.
And of course, had the 'hand-scraped' flooring, 
which I really am not a fan of.
It just looks so mechanically-made, to me.
Imagine that.

There was a 'singing' at church at 5:30 that Tyler wanted to go to,
so we ended up just spending the whole afternoon (and evening) in town.
We had a popcorn dinner with Psych
and then Tyler and Brandon and I watched an episode of Royal Pains
and the whirlwind weekend
was over.

Friday, October 10, 2014

quilt show

I suppose technically you could count the time, 5+ years ago at the Spinach Festival
when we paid a buck, 
and popped into a small shop to look at a dozen or so quilts
as my first quilt show,
but this one seemed much more show-like,
so I'm calling it
my first real quilt show.

I enjoyed it,
even though I was most definitely the youngest person there
and most of the quilts weren't really my style.
Or if I liked the style,
I wasn't crazy about fabric choices...
(Those ladies are real fond of their batiks and blenders!)

I recognized several patterns, so I think it means I really am a quilter :-)
(just in case we weren't entirely sure...)

Forgive my fabulous cell-phone shots.
I'd planned on buying some goodies,
(plus it was raining - ugh!)
and I didn't want to lug around a camera, too.
Turns out I only bought 1/2 yard of fabric, so I could've handled it. ah well.
No need to be proud of me for showing restraint, though - that's really all that called to me.

I was hoping to see a Farmer's Wife, but no dice.
This was a Dear Jane, which is sorta similar.
The lady who made it worked 15 years on this baby!
It was entirely hand-quilted - not sure about the piecing.

The blocks finish at 4"
so that little star in the center of this block is like, an inch!
That's a bit fiddly for my blood...
(but quite impressive)

I'm not a fan of square quilts, 
or medallion quilts,
I think she'd be tickled to know some quilter in Arkansas won a blue ribbon with her pattern.

This was one of the few quilts that was quilted by a domestic machine 
(at least that is my guess - I suppose it could have been long-armed?)

This next quilt is from the book Nearly Insane,
similar to  a Farmer's Wife.

The blocks on it are a bit bigger than the Dear Jane's, maybe 5 1/2 inches finished?
And it looks like, on average,
there are more pieces per block.
This one had 96!

This was hand-quilted in the ditch.
I must admit - I don't understand the whole quilt in the ditch thing,
especially when going to all the work of hand quilting.

I want all my stitches to show! ;-)

I kinda liked this border - I've not seen this block before, not sure what it's called. (anybody know?)
With the exception of the corner blocks, which are squares,
the border is made of rectangle blocks that alternate directions to form the zig zag.

This next one is really not my style at all,
but you've got to appreciate all the time that went into it!
It's needle turn appliqued,
and hand quilted in a 1 " cross hatch pattern around, but not across the applique.

The quilter who made it had at least 3 quilts similar to this in the show.
She came up while I was looking at it.
I congratulated her and asked how many hours a day she spends sewing.
She said, "Oh maybe 4. Or 5 or 6..."

Which I totally understand - when you love what you do, it's easy to lose track of time.

My favorite quilt, I didn't take a picture of.
It was a queen size hand-quilted white whole cloth quilt.

Maybe someday....

Thursday, October 9, 2014

looking back, looking ahead

I told Tyler we'd had too many lame weekends lately,
so he took us to Devil's Den Saturday for a hike and picnic.

I was grateful to be able to go hiking, and wasn't the least bit sore afterwards :-)

There were a few moments, however, 
the hike,
when I was rather nervous
and more than once thought, 'this is why it's best I don't go along on these trips'.
My children are fairly daring.
I don't want to be the mom who is always saying, "Be careful!"
So I don't.
But I had to walk away a few times...

In spite of the imagined near-death's,
it was a really nice weekend.
Thanks, Love.


I'm not following my prescribed schedule for my Super Secret Commissioned Project,
but still, I am making good progress
and I'm right on track. (I think.)


I have been so, so tired lately,
(No - I'm not pregnant ;-)
and have often had to go back to bed after seeing Tyler off in the mornings.
I hate that!
But I am thankful Brandon holds down the fort for me.

I was having the "What is wrong with me?!" conversation with myself,
when I remembered that the body needs extra sleep to repair itself.
So maybe I am finally healing??
That's what I'm going with...


There is a quilt show in the Fort  this weekend,
so I think I'm going to run over there for a few hours tomorrow.
After that, it's Taco Night.

Also this weekend,
I'm going to my annual Razorback game Saturday.
Siri tells me the weather is going to be bad. Rain.
So you know I am really excited about that. (gag)
I think the only thing worse than being hot at a football game,
is being wet
at a football game.

Basketball is a much better sport.


We try to have a family get together with my mom and siblings in the fall,
We shoot skeet (I think that's the correct way to say it)
have a bonfire,
eat chili with tons of add-in/fixin's
and catch up with each other
since it's usually been Easter since we were together last,
so that needs to get on the calendar real quick like.


For my birthday,
Tyler bought me a ticket.
A ticket to California!!
To go see my boy and his girl!!!
Now that, I really am super excited about!
To make it even better,
Tyler is taking the week off to spend with the kids,
so they'll be having their own fun here
and I won't have to worry about them one bit.

(Those rocks!
 How cool is that?
We found them that way, and added a few stacks of our own, too.)

Wednesday, October 1, 2014

pigeon at the wheel?

Don't Let the Pigeon Drive the Bus is a fun little book by Mo Willems.
It begins with the bus-driver telling you, the reader, not to let the pigeon drive the bus.
Kids will identify with some of the many ways the pigeon tries to talk you into letting him drive the bus.
It's worth checking out from your library,
but unless you buy it from a yard sale, like I did, I don't know that its really worth owning (Sorry, Mo)
This quilt, however, is worth owning, I think, even if you don't know the story.
(most of which you will find on the back of the quilt, actually :-)

Made from all organic fabrics (with the exception on the appliqued pigeons)
and machine pieced with Aurifil thread,
the washed and tumbled dry quilt measures 39 1/2  x 51 inches.

It's filled with one layer of warm and white batting
and carefully quilted by machine with a light tan Aurifil 50 wt thread (#2310)
with two intersecting lines of hand-quilting thrown in,
just because :-)
For the hand-quilting, I used black button & craft thread instead of my usual size 8 perle cotton;
the lack of luster in the thread went well with the typeface used in the fabric, I thought.

I machine sewed the binding on,
then hand-stitched it down on the back.
I tried a variety of threads for that task, but settled on using Gutermann sew-all.

I thoroughly enjoyed making this little quilt.
(and those pigeons just make me smile :-)

Don't Let the Pigeons Drive the Bus (the quilt...) (which I also talked about here) is available for sale for $175.
100% of the proceeds will go towards the purchase of a sewing machine for Rahab's Rope and the women they rescue,
so - if you buy this quilt, you're not only getting a truly one-of-a-kind quilt,
you're also getting to help changes lives!

Linking up with lots of kind and creative women over at Lee's and Amanda's

Friday, September 26, 2014

my dream

Several weeks ago, I mentioned my dream.
Not a while-I-was-sleeping dream, but a long lingering this-is-what-I-want-to-do-someday dream.


Sewing is something that I am passionate about.
Helping women is something I want to be passionate about.
I feel deeply the desire to do something,
but I've never been quite sure what that something was.
My role as a homeschooling mom (who makes pretty much everything from scratch and tries to love her husband well,
while keeping the house somewhat picked up and clothes mostly clean and still be available to serve others)
keeps me pretty well occupied,
and I've never really felt or heard a call to do 'X'.
And so I've done very little.


Remember this quilt?
(It felt really good to bring Nancy's dream quilt to life :-)
Well, Nancy paid me generously for making it for her.
She told me, "I know you didn't want me to pay you, but you can do some of your giving with the money."
I still have some of that money tucked in the sweet thank-you card she gave me,
but I've spent most of it.
The biggest chunk was spent on
- can you guess? -
a sewing machine.

Rahab's Rope is an organization that rescues Indian women (girls, really, lots of the time) from slavery.
They house them, love them, disciple them,
and teach them skills.
Including, but not limited to, sewing skills.
For which they need sewing machines....

While I was happy to give a sewing machine to the school, what I really wanted
was to give one to a person.
So before I bought the gift of a sewing machine, I contacted Rahab's Rope.
I didn't hear back from them for a few weeks,
then one day, I was thinking that it'd been plenty long enough, maybe I should send another message,
and the phone rang.
It was a gal from RR, telling me she'd gotten my message,
and while sewing machines normally go to their school, they actually just had a woman  that requested her own personal machine.
She'd been in their program for quite some time and was an experienced seamstress.
She was in charge of their rice bag production
(which made me wish I'd bought one ;-)
She also had aids.
And two little girls who were HIV positive.
A sewing machine would allow her to work from home, and be with them.
It would allow her to become self-sufficient,
which is the whole goal of Rahab's Rope.

I couldn't get that machine ordered fast enough.

I sent Nancy a text: 
Guess what you and I just did :-) :-) :-)?
We just bought a sewing machine for a woman in India...
I was so excited!

That sewing machine changed a life.
Nancy and I, 
two middle-aged women,
changed a life with the gift of a sewing machine.

And a tiny seed of a dream was planted in my heart.


When I started on Any Which Way, in red,
I didn't have anyone in particular to make it for,
it just wanted to be made.
I thought maybe, perhaps, I could sell it, so I kept track of my time.

People would ask, "Who is this one for?"
I would say, "I don't know yet."

But I had a dream...

Mitchell  (Tyler's brother) was visiting and Tyler was showing him his quilt, which I'd recently finished.
I pulled out my little stack of red and white blocks, and showed those to him, too.

I don't recall exactly how the conversation went,
but his positive response to my quilts
(this is a man with impeccable taste!)
resulted in me telling him (and Tyler) my dream,
"I want to sell quilts  and use the money to buy sewing machines for women rescued from slavery."

My dream
 is to change lives
one sewing machine at a time.

When I first had the dream, I thought it would be years before I could do anything with it,
I mean, I just don't have a lot of time....
But I decided to start now.
Do what I can.

I probably won't sell Any Which Way;
(which is finally basted and waiting patiently to be quilted)
I have a lot of time invested in it,
and I seriously doubt any one would want to pay my rate of $10 an hour plus materials, 
but the making of it
helped cement my dream, and voice it.
(It also helped me realize that even though it was excellent for sharpening my skills,
I probably need to pick simpler projects if I hope to actually sell them ;-)

I'm not entirely sure how to go about the selling of my stuffs,
probably a (very poorly stocked) etsy shop,
but I may not have to worry about that though, because God has already dropped 2 custom projects in my lap.
(the super secret project I mentioned, and a quilt that I was hired just last week to make)
so maybe He will just bring buyers to me too.

By my calculations, 
those 2 projects, plus the ridiculously fun pigeon quilt that will be available for sale in just a few days,
will buy 3 sewing machines.

I'm living my dream.
I get to combine two things I am passionate about,
I am changing lives
(one stitch) and one sewing machine at a time.

(please know that I know that it's not really me doing the life-changing, I just get to be one of the tools)

Wednesday, September 24, 2014

fun fabric play

I pinned the fabric from the book Don't Let the Pigeon Drive the Bus several months ago.
(It's a fun book , but not one of our favorite favorites; I'm not suggesting you run out and buy it, you understand)

Thanks to one of Lee's Work in Progress sponsors a few weeks ago,
it was on sale, so I snapped up a half yard of every DLtPDtB fabric available in the shop.
 (I didn't want to lose money on it ;-)

As soon as I got it (which was wicked fast!) I hopped on and combed through their selection of organic fabrics
 (the DLtPDtB is also organic. I'm hoping to sell the quilt, so I thought all organic might be nice. But, as you'll see, I sorta mucked that up...)
and purchased a few that I thought would go,
including 1 1/2 yards of cheater print (blocks were bigger than I anticipated, pooh!) to use as my back.

The package with those fabrics arrived on Friday,
but I was so busy it didn't even get opened until Sunday.
I pulled them out, grabbed my previous stack of DLtPDtB fabrics,
and laid them out to see how they'd play together.
Two of my selections got vetoed, but the rest were perfect together.
I pet them,
and rearranged the stack, and set it aside.

Monday evening, while soup was simmerring on the stove, I cut into them,
just one simple 5" strips of  each of the twelve fabrics.
Which should have taken no time at all,
but 4 of the fabrics were waayy out of whack and took a good bit of time to properly straighten. 

Not counting the squaring up time
(I didn't feel like it was fair to include that labor in the price)
from first cut to final starching,
I had a quilt top in 2 hours and 25 minutes!

But then I decide it was too bland,
and I spent every spare second (and some not-exactly-spare seconds... ;-) yesterday
making a couple of pigeons to add.

It's no longer an all organic quilt, 
but gosh, it's cute! if I do say so myself :-)
and I had a lot of fun making it.

Sometimes simple
 is good.

Linking up with Lee's Work in Progress :-)

Tuesday, September 23, 2014

there he goes

driving off by himself.

Brandon hadn't even left the driveway and Josiah was talking about Jeremiah driving in just a few years.
I told him to shut his mouth.

Sunday, September 14, 2014

lately (with numbers)

Tyler hasn't fussed at me 1 single time for not posting
in over 2 weeks.
If that doesn't tell you how hectic things are right now,
I don't know what would.

We did start school.
Thus, the extremely full schedule.

I've never schooled 5 before.
I was right to be filled with trepidation.
As Eva said - very sympathetically, "Oh. You've got 5 this year.
5 about did me in."

It's not so much that it's bad,
it's just that the days are so full.

And I have to do so much talking.

I'm tired of talking by 9:30.

In the morning...

And I'm just plain tired.
I've turned into a 2 (and sometimes even, 3!) cups of coffee a day person,
and I don't really like that.

I mean, I like coffee,
but I don't like drinking (regularly) more than 1 cup in the morning.


242 (our small group from church) started back up last week, after taking the summer off.
The kids were so excited;
they've missed it.

Truth be told,
I guess I missed it, too.
We are in the perfect group for us.
I love them.


My grandpa (Mom's dad) died yesterday.
He was 91.

It wasn't anywhere near as special as Johnny,
but my 2nd favorite present (as a child) came from him - a Barbie townhouse.
I don't know if Mom suggested it to him
or if he picked it out all on his own
(I always assumed he did, but now, as a mom myself, I'm thinking he may have had help ;-)
Either way,
I always thought it was very generous of him, because something that great had to cost a lot of money!
I'm pretty sure I got his money's worth out of it.


Tyler and I had a birthday party to go to last night.

I have lots of clothing options for summer,
but not so many for fall, and it was downright chilly yesterday,
so I decided to whip up a short-sleeved cowl neck top (which I've never attempted before)
to go with a skirt I'd made recently,
but didn't have the right color black shirt to match.
We had to leave at 3:45.
I started making my pattern around 12:15.
I also had to take a shower (and wash my nappy hair) and get ready to go.
And eat lunch.
At some point, I remembered that I'd never hemmed the skirt, so I'd have to do that, too...

I'm not happy with the fit of the shirt, 
but it was wearable
I was ready to go at 3:37, with 8 minutes to spare.
(I'd even cleaned up my mess, too!)

The party ended up being outside,
so I was a little over dressed,
and a lot freezing.
But, according to my girls, I looked adorable.
Jeremiah said I looked Halloweeny..


I've worked on this post for 2 days now,
and 6 people are ready to eat dinner,
so I think I'm going to call it done.

Friday, August 29, 2014

seven quick takes in August

It's been ages since I've done a Seven Quick Takes post,
so I'll remedy that right now.

I tested the Azure almond flour.
Upon closer inspection, it is not nearly as fine as the Honeyville,
and while the cookies made with it were good, they were not spectacular, so I cannot recommend it for cookies.

When we were in Florida,
Brandon, Lexi, aka Miss Adrenaline Junkie, and I went waaay out deep,
as far out as the buoys, even.
I wondered aloud what the buoys were for,
and Brandon suggested crab traps.
Of course - once he said it, it seemed so obvious.

Lexi asked, "Are we out deep??" 
"Yes, we are out very deep," I told her,
"Look - we are even with the crab traps!"
"What do they catch?" she asked.
"Well, crabs." I told her.
"Oh - trash and stuff?" she replied.
"Um. No. Crabs. You know, the sea creatures with pincers. Like the ghost crabs, only bigger."
I was talking with my hands, of course, and looked at her curiously.
Crab traps.
I thought you said 'crap traps'."

I do love that girl!

I am so sad that summer is ending.
You remember how last year, before I got blown up by a firework, I had aspirations of becoming a bronzed goddess?
I don't know about the goddess part,
but I have managed to acquire a very nice tan this year
(I also have listened to almost the entire New Testament, because, you know, multi-tasking...).

I discovered, unintentionally, that the days after I had laid out in the sun, 
(usually about 20 minutes or so)
my mood / overall 'feeling' was better than it was after days that I didn't.

So, yeah, I'm going to miss my tan,
but even more, I'm going to miss feeling better.
(any suggestions for high quality VitaminD appreciated)

Besides my 13 chicks,
I only have 1 chicken left.
Apparently we have both aerial and ground predators.
I have (finally) locked my (sole remaining) hen in the coop
with the babies - who are really quite big.
It makes me sad to not see chickens roaming my yard when I look out the window.

My hope is that all the nasty critters that have been feasting on my chickens will get hungry and go elsewhere
and forget they ever feasted here,
and soon I will be able to let my girls run again.

A few weeks ago,
I was shopping at Sam's, and saw a dear friend I hadn't seen since I was pregnant with Lex'.
We talked for 15-20 minutes then parted ways, promising to stay in touch.
It took awhile,
but we were able to coordinate our schedules and I got to go visit her this week,
and we again talked non-stop 
(for 4+ hours)
before I had to head home.
Oh, how I've missed her!!

I also miss all of my big kids.
And that's all we're going to say about that,
'cause the tears are already coming.

I absolutely 
start school next week.

Which means I need to get busy....

Wednesday, August 27, 2014

shopping list and a recipe

You guys!!!

You know how I have been trying to come up with a (real) recipe for the perfect low carb chocolate chip cookie?

I've done it!!
I've really done it!!

I can't even tell you how many tries it took me to get to this point.
(Of course, I'm still working on the coconut browned butter cookies. I can only do so much, People.)

It'll be a few days before I can get it typed up, patented, and what not
so I thought I'd post a shopping list of odd items that the recipe requires
(yes, requires) so that if they aren't already in your pantry, you can get them there asap.
(i'm just kidding about the patent ;-)

I haven't tried this one yet, but I think it would have excellent results, too.
There really are no other protein powders that I'd recommend.
You'll also need xanthan gum.

Those two ingredients are game changers for low carb baking.

Oh, and if you don't have almond flour, you'll need that too.
Sadly, you really need the bought kind, as homemade is just too coarse for satisfactory cookie results.
The consensus among low carb bloggers seems to be that the Honeyville brand blanched almond flour is best for cookies.
I also purchased this almond flour from Azure Standard , which is less expensive than the honeyville and seems to be quite comparable to me.
I haven't tried it yet as I was only changing one thing at a time, I'm sure you'll agree that was prudent,
so my brand of almond flour had to remain constant.
Now that I have my recipe settled, I will try the Azure almond flour and report back.

If you haven't yet made my baking mix - get crackin' 'cause you'll need it, too.
Homemade almond flour works just fine in it.


Since I can't share my cookie recipe with you just yet,
and Sandy has been needing my deodorant recipe for a long time,
wait - that didn't come out right at all -
Sandy has been patiently waiting for me to get her the recipe
for my deodorant,
I'll share that real quick instead.

Put the following ingredients into a small mixing bowl:
about 3 Tbs shea butter
about 3 TBs coconut oil*
about 3 Tbs corn starch
about (are you getting the sense that this doesn't have to be exact?) 3 Tbs baking soda

Mix well (a table spoon works just fine) and add a few drops of tea tree essential oil and/or a few drops of lavender e.oil
and mix again.
You should have a cream that is about the consistency of a buttercream frosting
and you can be done right there.
I personally don't care for the smell of those oils, so I add enough orange e. oil to cover the scent.

*Now, about that asterisk.
The deo, as stated to this point, is perfectly sufficient and works well,
but the addition of some cocoa butter makes it divine.
Divine Deodorant.
So, what I do is take a little bit - not all - of that 3 TBS of coconut oil and put it into a small glass bowl with about 6 cocoa butter wafers 
and microwave or melt over a pan of water
(cocoa butter has a high melting point and somehow, the addition of a bit of the coconut oil helps speed the process along)
and add it to the mix
(or you can just wait to mix it all up 'til you've added the cocoa butter)

Store it in whatever clean small lidded jar you can scrounge up,
a rub just a tiny bit over your pits every day
and you'll be smelling fine.

edited to add:
Tyler and Brandon were gone when I made the cookies last night,
so I, alone, proclaimed them perfect
(the 4 younger ones pretty much think they've all been awesome, so long as they aren't burnt...)
I'd only made a small batch, so there was only 1 cookie for the guys.
I handed Tyler his - pointing out how nicely it sat in my hand, not crumbling or breaking,
and only bending a little as I waved my hand around.
He set it back down, broke off a little piece and said,
"I'm not feeling real great - I'll just have a bite."
He raised his eyebrows,
"You made some changes. Does this have wheat in it? Real sugar??"
And then,
he proceeded to eat the whole thing.

So, I think,
that even though I was hasty and pronounced them perfect without anyone else's opinion,
I was completely justified.

Monday, August 25, 2014

another anniversary

It was nine months ago today that I posted my first Fitness Update.
I'd been actively working (very hard!) to get trim and healthy for three months.
Which means that today
is my one year 'trimaversary'.

If you've been reading here for any length of time,
you know that this has not been easy. at all.
In fact, it's been a ridiculously tough battle,
far more difficult than I imagined
(and I didn't expect it to be easy...)

I really thought that by now, a full year later, I would be at my goal,
but I am nowhere near it.
At my current rate (less than 1 lb a month!) it'll be over 2 years before I reach it.

Instead of bemoaning all that, I'll focus on the positives.
I've lost a total of 24 lbs
and 17 3/8 inches 
(with a disproportionate percentage coming from my boobs. boo!)

I finally weigh less than my husband
(for a few days anyways...)
for perhaps the first time in our marriage.

I have muscles 

I also have batwings. and I still have an extra chin.
and I can't pose.
But, I can laugh at myself.

I can do pull-ups.

and push-ups.

well, I can when Jack isn't in my face..

I can persevere.

I can't bear to post true 'before' pictures; I can barely stand to look at these.
 The one on the left is from 9 months ago.
The differences are certainly not impressive for 9 months, but even small progress is progress.

I have a bunch of cheerleaders - thank-you!!!

I can almost make the perfect healthy chocolate chip cookie,
and that, my friends is nothing to sneeze at!
In fact,
I think I'll go make some right now to celebrate.
And then,
I'll exercise.

many thanks to my photographer. I love you, 'Siah!

(In case you want to read them all together, here are all of my fitness updates:
Nov, Dec, Jan, Feb, Mar, April, June, July)